i don’t have a choice // but i’d still choose you.

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my heart is broken and

my best friend is gone.

life turned upside down

backwards.

it mangled and twisted and now it is all but unrecognizable.

transformed into an unfamiliar place in which i do not know how to belong.

you ran first.

i went next.

but there wasn’t any place

that felt like home.

now, everything hurts.

or there is just nothing.

i need the in between.

even just to sleep.

or to remember how to breathe.


“i had love to spare.

and it was meant for you.”


and i know

that i don’t have a choice.

but i’d still choose you.

but you tell me,

you don’t choose me too.

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