some mornings just suck

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I’ve tried to find it in the sunrise

behind closed curtains, in bed. 

I’ve been looking everywhere—

in the pages of books i hadn’t read. 

Where did it go, if it feels trapped in me still?

A love that could make my heart explode. 

Boiling close with unmatched anger…

How long can I feel so alone?

I hear words that make no sense

“I love you, but…”

Then mostly, just nothing at all. 

(You might as well just yell.)

What changed your mind

Who fills it now

Where does it go. 

A love that could make my heart explode. 

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